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x_sideways_town
12 March 2008 @ 07:53 pm










Paralyzed by the same old antics
Back and forth like some walking spastic
How could a fistfight be romantic?
Thinking back now will you ever feel the same?

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Current Mood: ANGRY
Current Music: the used: paralyzed
 
 
x_sideways_town
04 March 2008 @ 09:30 pm







 
 
Current Mood: Calm.
Current Music: Murder by Death - Killbot2000
 
 
x_sideways_town
02 March 2008 @ 04:31 pm







  i loved you with a fire red
 now it's turning blue
and you say
"sorry"
like the angel heaven let me think was you


- - -


 
 
Current Mood: STRESSED.
Current Music: Timberland: Apologize
 
 
x_sideways_town
01 March 2008 @ 06:43 pm










we've got style
baby we know how to use it


- - -





 
 
Current Mood: BOUNCEH.
Current Music: Piano Man/ Me and You/ And other awesome shit.
 
 
x_sideways_town
25 February 2008 @ 03:21 pm








got a man that stays the night
got a man that FIGHTS A FIGHT
got that a man that hugs you ; that loves you

- - -


 
 
Current Location: - - - i s w e a r - - - >
Current Mood: Bitchy.
Current Music: Ghostland Observatory: Piano Man
 
 
x_sideways_town
22 February 2008 @ 10:22 am









try to stand up, please.
what can you see?
love? there is nothing.


- - -


- - -

kashikoku ikireba kurashi sukoshi mashi ni naru nante sonna hanashi
mou sukoshi da shi ato sukoshi da ze fumidashite ikouze sore ga anshin da shi

“if you live cleverly, it makes it a little better”, talk like that
just a little more, just a little more, I’ll take a step, it makes me feel better

me wo samashite ikou ze yo nakamatachi to michiafureta kibou wo furikazashi
katachi naki mono wo sagashidashiteku ze namida nagaretemo tomaru na maji

wake up, with your friends, hold up the hope that fills you and spills over
search for something intangible, even if tears fall, don’t stop, seriously

try to stand-up please.
what can you see? love?
there is nothing.
but we are going to stand alone.

try to look-up please.
what can you see? love?
there is nothing.
but we are going to round about.

 
 
Current Location: - - - so much angst - - - >
Current Mood: Scared. Yeah.
Current Music: ZZ : Stand Alone
 
 
x_sideways_town
21 February 2008 @ 12:07 am






[ blaze away ] ima
[ blaze away ] uru

- - -

 
 
Current Location: - - - its so late - - - >
Current Mood: Thirsty.
Current Music: TRAX : Blaze Away
 
 
x_sideways_town
20 February 2008 @ 10:10 am







i'm sure i've played this scene before
i've seen this room and i've walked this floor
i'm sure i used to hold your hand

_ _ _


 
 
Current Mood: SO SICK. BLAUGH.
Current Music: Lostprophets : Can't Catch Tomorrow [over and over. 8D]
 
 
x_sideways_town
14 February 2008 @ 03:02 pm









You got a question, how do we get it started?
I got an answer: let go of your heart and
love it, live it, leave it and get into it
If you wanna start it, this is how you do it~!


_ _ _ _ _


 
 
Current Mood: Bounceh.
Current Music: Good Charlotte: Dance Floor Anthem\ Broken Hearts Parade
 
 
x_sideways_town
10 February 2008 @ 12:28 pm









Jumping!!! Yes, oh ride on time
届け響け行け One more time
いかしたあいつの叫ぶ声 そんな恋してみたい Get on time
I can fly You can fly フライング禁止だぜ?
Yeah all right!
可愛いだけじゃ物足りないから BURNING! HIT TIME☆

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Current Mood: Amused. Good.
Current Music: Cherryblossom: Dive to World
 
 
x_sideways_town
06 February 2008 @ 10:42 pm




So...

I miss Dani.

Been trying to stay in contact with Fluffy.

Made friends with an awesome Tifa and Aeris.

Got emo over Juice taking off for maybe five minutes.

Been working on a myspace.

Feeling kinda sad.

But I know that it's because it's raining.

I'll be okay soonish.
 
 
Current Location: ... guh.
Current Mood: discontent
Current Music: Ayaka : Why
 
 
x_sideways_town
28 January 2008 @ 11:50 am












- - -




Paliki-liki. :>


Update, update.


Things are better.


Uhm. Yeah.


Zakkusu muse is back and wondering WHERE Angeru went. I'm scared that Dani is in a hole somewhere. ;~; I hate it when computers die.

For now he and Cloudy are dorking about. I hope we run into all those Turks again today!

Gwartawt.

Yeah.

o_o
 
 
Current Location: - - - stitched up - - ->
Current Mood: Bored.
Current Music: John Mayer: Stitched Up
 
 
x_sideways_town
24 January 2008 @ 06:50 pm









[.h.][.i.][.t.][.o.][.s.][.h.][.i.][.r.][.e.][.z.][.u.]
--> `` my heart's a battleground ``








 
 
Current Location: - - - aint nothing - - - >
Current Mood: Getting Depresssed.
Current Music: Ayaka : Why
 
 
x_sideways_town
16 January 2008 @ 05:20 am










_____________________________________________________________________________


ONLY 70 DAYS UNTIL CRISIS CORE!!




Yes! It's TRUE! March 25th is the official release date for Final Fantasy VII's Crisis Core!

I actually found this out two days ago, and demanded that I get to the Mall to pre-order it right AWAY. Alex's car almost killed us before we even got out of the driveway. So he stayed behind and mum took me... but on the way we got pulled over due to her inspection being due. Uhm. Way due.

But! We finally got to the mall, and I then proceeded to proudly pay for the game in nothing but quarters. That's right. Five rolls of quarters.

So now I own Crisis Core! =D I just don't have a PsP to play it on. -Har har.-

I don't think that I can rightfully explain how freakin' happy I am about the release finally hitting the US.

A few weeks ago I bought the special edition Advent Children box set because it contained Last Order. I wanted to get a jab at hearing the voice actor for Zack actually saying some lines, but it turned out to be in the original Japanese... which was still a win for me.

I looked around YouTube and found some things...

I have told myself the following:

"You have to come to terms with the fact that it's America. They are going to do it wrong no matter what. The only way they could make one seriously happy would be to make the original voice actors speak in English. The first time you watched Advent Children, you cried at what they had done, but now you watch it at least four times a month without so much as flinching. It's horrid. But the taste will dull. It's going to be okay. Everything will be OKAY."


Dani. I want you to read that twice before clicking on the video below. Read it. Read it aloud. Don't even think about clicking until you understand. Seriously. Or you might break down and become chainsaw Dani.








So. The conclusion I have come to for the game's voice acting:
Zakkusu hit some crazy puberty or some shit.
And Angeru is actually Severus Snape. 8D!

-SHOT.-

I'm okay with it. REALLY. I THINK.
My Zakkusu muse is cringing. Crying a little... but then going... "LOL DEEP VOISE. THIS IS MY SEF VOICE. LOLOLOL."
And then Reno hits him.


IN OTHER NEWS:
I need to get breakfast.

I want to apologize to those who have been trying to get a hold of me the past few days. I have been falling asleep at 8 AT NIGHT and waking at 5 IN THE MORNING. I'm going to try to fix this soon. Very soon. Until then, I encourage people to bug me on my cellphone. Seriously. I love you guys. To death. I'll be back and around soon.



MUSE NEWS:

Angeru!

About our awesome day off to the carnival. Do you think it'd be okay if we hauled a shitload of cotton candy back for people?

If Kunsel finds out that I went off to have fun without him he might sulk. <3

Also! Valentines Day is coming up! You know what that means.

Or. At least I think you know what that means.

- - - Zakkusu


- - -


Yeah. We felt pretty bad when our phone died. I'm gonna try to sneak texts to people between classes or something.

Where ever you are Dani. You needs to come back soons. ;~;

Zakkusu and Lance are made of withdrawls.





ITS SO BAD. XDDDD!!!




 
 
Current Location: - - - lol snape - - ->
Current Mood: Amused. Oh yes.
Current Music: Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core - Theme Of CC "Dreams And Pride."
 
 
x_sideways_town
12 January 2008 @ 11:37 am










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Current Location: - - - beggin you! - - - >
Current Mood: Excited!
Current Music: Crisis Core: Wandering On A Sunny Afternoon// Beggin
 
 
x_sideways_town
10 January 2008 @ 06:01 am









see me here in the air
not holding on to anywhere
but holding on so beware
i have secrets i won't share


- = -



I'm alive. I promise. Things have just really slammed into me from out of nowhere. School. People. Muses. I dunno.

I've been sleeping a lot. I mean... a LOT.So I'm trying to break out of that. With the weekend coming up I won't have to worry about school or anything like that, so I'm sure I'll be staying up. I really want to get out of this sleeping... groove thing. Whatever. I'm okay! I just think I have a cold or something.

Reno muse has been the most awake lately. Probably because I've been out of contact with everyone.

Don't forget that I have a cellphone, people. I lug it around with me every day.

I'm gonna go and eat something I'll call breakfast.

-Lazy Turk, yes.-

Sixinthefuckingmorning. \<
 
 
Current Mood: Awake.
Current Music: Tatu: Clowns
 
 
x_sideways_town
31 December 2007 @ 03:54 am















_-° But We Keep Reaching Out °-_
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It's four in the morning, and I am too HAPPY to sleep! That's something new, ne?
Not too much, anymore. Things have become awesome.


Christmas was amazing, when I'm less tired I'll tell you what all I got~ but as some of you know I got a PHS-- cellphone.
I. AM. SO. FREAKING. HAPPY.

Well. Mainly Zakkusu muse.

Who. Is. Seriously. Back.

Hence my being so happy. I don't really know what called for it, but he's back. He really, really is~ and I know that he's here to stay for some time. I'm really happy that he's back where he belongs, in my head and controlling my thoughts. My Bleach muses have calmed, allowed him back and now I myself am so damn HAPPY I could explode.

Having Zakkusu back means that I've moved on, really. He's back and he's happy-- the phone seriously helped. Something about being able to text Angeru or Kansel is just... it's fun. The fact that there are still people THERE for him is a big 'whoa! 8D!' and he's happy. I'M happy.

I'm also thankful. Really.

Thankful that Dani is still around, with Angeru who shows up from time to time. Now that Zakkusu is seriously back I hope that Angeru will be around a lot more. Hopefully their relationship will weave back together. I wish I could bug her right now and wish her to feel better.



I was reading through my old journal-- and I found myself laughing a lot. How sad I was. All the time. It was... horrid. I wanted to start using curious_smile again because it was ZAKKUSU'S~ but maybe I'll let him use this one, too. He's seriously back, and I'm so crazy happy right now I could just pop.

Lance is also in high spirits, which is odd for him. He's stuck in the middle something amazing. Between hearting Rufus to death~ and Fuhito. My GODS. I wish I could rightfully explain how obsessed he is with him. I want to RP more with them, but I'm scared that he's gonna get crushed. So crushed. Or maybe that's his fear? I dunno. I throw him in front of Fuhito like fresh meat all the time. I love them. So much.


Ahhhh! And I'm tired.
I was gonna write so much more. About music and things like that... but I forgot.

Zakkusu is back. That's the main point. <3


So. Yeah! 'm gonna nap now.


Please don't be afraid to text me on my phone. I seriously love the feeling... I don't know why.



It's a Zakku thing. <3
 
 
Current Mood: Exhausted!
Current Music: _: Hellogoodbye: All of your love ::
 
 
x_sideways_town
25 December 2007 @ 11:55 am



















MERRY CHRISTMAS!


I hope that everyone is having an amazing Holiday!

My Christmas, due to tradition, is this Saturday-- so that will be my day to freak out. <3

I hope you all got wonderful gifts-- please be patient with the ones I need to be sending out.  I need to raise some money for the shipping costs of Scott's and Dani's boxes. Don't worry it's worth it!

Also. I may need addresses again. If I bugged you for one earlier, I lost it. If you still want a card from Muffin, please lemme know!

I love you all so much! Please stay safe for the Holidays and don't drink like morons on New Years.

Scott. Dani. Fluffy. Jake-u. Puppy. Luke. Aizen. Toasty. Gracey.

Thanks a bunch, you guys. Stay safe. Stay happy.


~Muffin
 
 
Current Location: - - - hot cocoa - - - >
Current Mood: Cheerful!
Current Music: Relient K : We Wish You A Merry Christmas
 
 
x_sideways_town
21 December 2007 @ 10:34 pm











You've Got Nothin' To Lose
Don't Be Afraid To Get Down

- - -






Around Ten This Morning:

Hoo. So here I am again, in my Distance Learning class. Brocton was given today off, so I don’t have class. Thank God. That basically means that I get to screw around on the computer like this. I still think that it was lame that we even had to come in today-- most of the other schools closed, but… I guess it wasn’t too bad.

I let myself sleep in an extra half an hour. Obviously that means that I got to school late—but not late enough to lose credit for English. I am just that awesome. I basically slipped in with a huge ‘I just RAN HERE’ grin—even though Alex drove me. Ba ha ha.

Today was the last day of Bowling for gym. I gotta say, it was a TON of fun. We basically owned the place, turned down the lights so we were bowling in the dark, blared music that I wish I knew the titles to… it was great. And I actually got a few strikes! How about that? Yeah. 3

The last few days have been a lot of fun. Getting into Cyborg 009 again was a really good idea, I think. I’ve had a Jet muse for as long as I can… well. Okay. Since around 2001 or so, but that’s been a few years. I really do love the show like… I don’t know. Kikaider and 009 were series that I watched religiously. I found a VHS tape with episodes recorded on it and watched a bunch last night since people weren’t really around. Well. Were around. Just… not really giving two shits, I guess. I have to remember that people aren’t like me. When I get into something I give it my all. Patience, patience. I think I handled it well enough.

Jet muse throws silly FITS. I forgot how much of a BRAT he was. “Fine! I’ll just go save the world by MYSELF.” –Bahahas.- Whee. Yeah. That’s pretty damn crazy. I hope that sort of impatience doesn’t seep into me too badly—although yesterday I was in sort of a “bfhrugh35urgPAYATTENTIONTOME” mood, I’m sure I can find something to keep him happy while other people are serving the needs of their muses. Usually when I get like that I just go off away from the computer so I’m not grumpy at people. Huu. I’m sorry if I was grumpy at anyone.

I realty want to spread the 009 fun around. We’ve got a few people already—I’d LOVE to get Scott into it more but I’m scared that Matt will get mad. ;;

I guess I became self-conscious about it. For the longest time Scott and I have been stuck together at the hip with almost everything, and I sometimes forget that Matt is even there because usually he doesn’t talk about him… unless he’s being a tard. 3

I hope that this isn’t something that is gonna fade away in a few months. It won’t for me. I guess a have a lot of muses that gew up in hard cities. Lots of hoods… which is odd. But you know what? You read The Outsiders and it just gets ya.

Which reminds me. I really gotta get my ass moving if I’m gonna get Christmas stuff out! –Explodes.- I still have to pack up Scott’s box. Write some cards out to people, get Lea a stuffed animal—and Lance wants to get something for Rufus and. . . Fuhito. oo!

A scary thought. Whenever he tries to think of something he ends up… thinking of a way to kill him. –Pfffts.-

I also really need to sit down and art stuff. I only have a few more weeks for my website to be finished, and I haven’t even started it. To have a website about art and not have anything for it… seems… dumb.

So I need to draw Lance and Jet because I’ve never tried before and succeeded. –Dramatic fist clench- BUT I W ILL.

And I’m so tired. –Wilts over.- Tired like what should not be possible. Specially when I got MORE sleep than usual. I may nap when I get home—I have to. I have to sleep a LOT so that I can stay up ALL NIGHT. I’m on Puppy duty tonight! owo

Meaning that I have to clean some too. Nooooo.

Anyway…hopefully I’ll be in an awesome mood after I nap—I brought my camera to school today so I’m gonna take some random pictures and show you. So far I have a picture of Andrew. –Laughs.- He’s such a fruit. You’ll see.

I suppose I’ll read manga or something for the rest of the period—if I can find a site that’s not blocked.

 

Now:


Ah. To be as happy now as I was this morning when I wrote that. It's almost twelve hours later-- and my mood is as different as the sky.

The oo9 thing is still slugging on-- Puppy never showed today, which was highly disappointing. Well. Not yet, anyway. Jake and I started baring teeth at each other again over something so damn stupid. I don't know. It's hard to get people to understand things when all they can see is text.

Basically...Jet muse got RAUGH! at the lack of attention. I really miss RPing with Jake. But with him and Puppy dating, I feel like I have to tiptoe around the both of them. Hell. I've been tiptoeing around everyone.

I wanted Scott to get into oo9 because... well. I trust him with my muses the most right now. I'd rather have him be dumb with me than someone who's dating with someone or... anything like that. I don't know... I few people have taken my patience and driven it up the wall.

Ilfort and Ciru... stopped talking to me. I adored them both but they decided to go at each other's throats about me rather than spend TIME with me. And then they just stopped. I don't know...

Juice made an appearance today. Showed up all "lol wow i haven't been here in like. evers! 8D!" Talked with Silky. I said "Ja" to her and she pulled this... "Wow! Muffin. How're you? That's great. Gotta go. Drama queen. <3"

I mean. For her to take off and not say a damn thing to me or...anyone, I'm sure... and then come back and act like she's...

-Headshake.-

Whatever. Good riddance.


I need to nap to get rid of this mood. I guess I hit a rut today. Wondering about...what the point is if all we are gonna do, as humans, is find a reason to fight. I can't win with the people around me.

Sometimes I feel like all of you are just laughing at me. For my efforts, for holding on... for running in circles around people. Yeah. It's real funny, I suppose.

It's a small brood phase. I'll wiggle out of it.

Everyone's moods are rubbing off on me. Ew.





 
 
Current Mood: Cold. Down?
Current Music: Duran Duran [Red Carpet Massacre] Track 05: Box Full Of Honey
 
 
x_sideways_town











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I love how there are some days. Where I just feel... so damn sexy. And good. And bloody well awesome.





Anyway! Uhm. An update? The puppy is so damn cute, but he's also a hassle, my Gods. Still. I love him to deathydeath. He's seriously become like a child to me at this point-- well. Something like that. He's just a baby, and has so much to learn-- LIKE NOT TO CHEW ON LANCEY'S SHOES. xD!


Yes. Lance muse has arisen from the dead again. Still a Turk in ShinRa. Still emotionally scarred/ obsessed with Fuhito-- still hearting Rufus and wishing that the man wasn't so SPOILED. Of course when he trots along his sister follows him and chaos ensues in my head-- but hey! It's the holidays.

Anyway! Uh. Yeah! So. School has been... okay. I have some like... stuff I really should be doing right now instead of RPing and hanging out but... with it so close to Christmas break I have lost the will to care. Seriously. It's like... a good feeling. I need to work on my site for DL-- if anyone wants to give me any kind of art for it that would be great-- I have to have art other than my own on there. I'mma steal some of Scotts and my mum's... but I need more than that. -Ha has.-

I haven't been on the computer much-- sorry. -Bows.-

But things have been good when I've actually been hopping on. Dani and I are becoming awesomesocks again... I need to get her more STUFF to put in her box. -Hee!- Zakkusu and Lancey are gonna send stuffs.

Uuuh.

Damn it all. I was so ready to just POST AND STUFF... but I forgot what all I was gonna say! -Sink.-

I should really draw Lance. <3

Oh! There we go! I had to change the song to THINK.

[ Fuhito music fuzzes the brain. ]

I was going to type about how good I feel! That's right.

I really want to thank Scott-fish for being around for me these past few days. I know that things have been like... auuughohnoweforgot or something but... things have been good for me. I hope that you feel better, I know that I need to aswell... nobody wants to be sick during the holidays, ne?

I've become numb towards a few people... namely the ones that say that we're gonna fix things and then they never come back. It's a small matter, nothing that's holding me down. I refuse to be held down by something like that.

I almost caved and started WoWing yesterday... I'm so glad I didn't. I'm really sick of everyone playing it here. Alex finally came around to telling me that he's addicted to it... we argued about it a bit but... nothing came out of it. I told him that the only reason that I would ever play would be just so I could TALK to my family again-- every conversation in the house seems to revolve around WoW.

But I thought about some people... and how I wouldn't want to waste time WoWing instead of hanging out here. I don't know. It's just a stupid thought. <3! Don't worry. I like RPing more than gaming... seriously. I'm not a gaming person.

Stuff! And STUFF! D:

I'm just happy.

-Little purr.-




 
 
 
Current Mood: Dorky?
Current Music: Super Junior : Miracle
 
 
 
 

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